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Name: emily
Country: United States
State: Mississippi
Metro: Biloxi
Birthday: 7/6/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: 3 doors down, 80s movies, acting, all-american rejects, angels, art, audrey hepburn, avril lavigne, boys, breakfast at tiffany's, candle light, chocolate, church, copeland, crying, dancing, dashboard confessional, death cab for cutie, designing, designing stuff, drama, drawing, dreams, eating (who doesn't?!), edwin mccain, emo-ness, faeries<>faries, ferris bueller's day off, fire, garden state, getting all dolled-up, gone with the wind, goofing off, gwen stefani, heartache, hugs, jimmy eat world, keane, laughing, love, marilyn monroe, matchbook romance, matchbox twenty, music, my fair lady, my friends, mythology, nights, originality, painting, pierre, postal service, punk goes 80s, purity, rainy days, reading, the color red, red lipstick, relient k, romance, sappy love songs, school, shopping, simple plan, skating, softball, star wars, story of the year, summer, swimming, talking, tears, the 80s, the 90s, the all-american rejects, the click five, the killers, the starting line, theater
Expertise: art, being me, and having fun. :D
Occupation: Student


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Friday, December 30, 2005

it pisses me off when people waste my text messages for one line right after the other. send it all in one damn message. jeebus! gosh.

 

anyways. not my topic.

 

how exactly do you know if someone is genuine? how do you know if they mean what they say? sure, you could ask them, but they could lie to you right then and there. and what if you believe them, then they just let you down? it seems that everytime i want to trust someone and believe them, they just let me down. i want to believe, but i just don't know if i can. and i'm sure someone's like, "oh well she's one to talk." yea, i am. i made my little mistakes in the past with trust, but not anymore.   i thought i could trust alot of people, but they just turn around and hurt me and let me down. some of them really don't seem to care. why not? now, i'm just afraid that i'm afraid to trust people, and i don't want it to be like that. i don't want to live life holding back to someone because of the past. i just wish i knew who really is sincere, and who's just a liar.

 

i hate people who mess with your head and emotions. low sons-of-bitches. all i want to know is are you sincere, and do you really mean it? that's all.


Tuesday, December 20, 2005

i'm going back to my old house. i'm pretty much almost done!! i'm excited. i've missed it. i won't be online as much. but you can reach me on my cell or house if you need me. :D i miss everybody. i hope every has a merry christmas! i'm sure going to try. <3<3 christmas show tonight at the saenger. wish me luck. :)


Sunday, December 11, 2005

Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off



Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?

When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as you're fingers touch your skin.

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no you know it will always just be me


Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?


So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
Let's pick up, pick up


Oh now I do recall, we just were getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.

I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?


Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?


Dance to this beat.


Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster.
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster.


I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no you know it will always just be me


Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster.
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?


So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster.


Friday, December 02, 2005

Currently Listening
Maybe This Christmas Tree
By Various Artists
Christmas (Baby Please Come Home) - Death Cab for Cutie
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i am sick. it hit me today in 2nd period like a freight train. my body hurts so bad. like i got ran over by a bulldozer. :( and i have to go dance at christmas in the city tomorrow. Y-A-freakin-Y! wish for me to feel better. call me if you want. <3


Monday, November 28, 2005

Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby

Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about

Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

Oh they say
That you're in a new relationship
But we both know
Nothing comes close to
What we had, it perseveres
That we both can't forget it
How good we used to get it

There's only one me and you
And how we used to shine
No matter what you go through
We are one, that's a fact
That you can't deny
So baby we just can't let
The fire pass us by
Forever we'd both regret
So don't forget about us

Baby don't you, don't you forget about us
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no

Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go

When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us.



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